Day nineteen: the unworthy you feel, the nearer you should go to Him.

I wasn't happy with an occurrence which took place last night.
It was so bad to the point where I couldn't sleep well in the night.

I went to the office today and I still felt short of God's Glory. I was in a bad state and I kept 'beating my chest' because I knew I had erred.

Guilt took the better part of me and a feeling of unworthiness started to creep in. In such instances, the first thought that such a feeling will bring to mind is that you don't deserve God's Grace or His love.

I know of people who after committing a wrong deed have run away and hidden themselves because they fear God's wrath. It is almost a sort of reflex action; the very moment we do wrong, the first thing we do is to hide in shame. This is not and this shouldn't be our norm as believers.

It is in times like these that we need to go nearer to Jesus. See, only Jesus can cleanse us and make us better humans.

By God's Grace, I prayed and I sought Daddy's help and I was blessed to receive godly advice when I needed it. This evening, I dare say that I am in a much better place than I was yesterday. To God be the Glory!

When Jesus came on earth, He came so that He might save us from sin. He came to prove to us the depth of Our Father's love for us and to renew our relationship with Him. He did not shun those who had negatively been labelled by the world.

Whenever you feel unworthy, that is when you need Jesus the more. We need to daily remind ourselves of what God's word says concerning us...lest we easily fall prey to the devices of satan.

God Is ever near to the broken-hearted.
A pure and contrite heart, Our Lord will not despise.
If we confess our sins, He Is Faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

We are safe so long as we trust the Safety our Father signifies.
He Is Our Security.

Let us trust His heart concerning us.

In Jesus's name,
Amen!

Comments

Go With God

When I started Sharing Life, my intention was to put out what I knew Holy Spirit was teaching me. This was what He asked me to do. It wasn't to parade myself as an all-figured-out girl who was on her way to becoming a preacher. It was a journey of life I was learning and one which I had received the go-ahead to let the world in on. Somewhere on this road, I was seen as a "Woman of God" and put on this high and mighty pedestal which wasn't me. And you know what, in such moments, it is so easy to get carried away by the accolades of men to the point where you lose sight of your journey, where you are and decide to serve the expectations of others... thereby neglecting your own journey and growth. After taking a very long break from active writing, I have on numerous occasions attempted to start writing again but the fear of being put on that pedestal has stopped me so many times. I am a child of God. I am a girl on a journey. I don't have it all f...

My journey with Holy Spirit

This might probably be the longest I will ever publish. Here we go... Senior High School I started my relationship with Holy Spirit in St. Louis Senior High School. At that time, my father was going through a bit of a struggle and I didn't want to be a burden to him. I had made a terrible decision to combine my chopbox with a friend's and when my provisions finished, I couldn't call home. I was sad and I remembered that daddy had told me that if I ever wanted to change and be a better human, I should start by reading the "Book of Proverbs". I came across Wisdom and I prayed for that Friendship and then someway somehow, I believed that I was never alone and that I had a Friend with me and that was when I starting fellowshiping with Holy Spirit. Prior to this, I remember when I was in class 6, I heard Someone share His heart with me. He asked me, " Why is it that when people have problems, they tell their friends about it and then their fr...

Day six: The perfect start

Waking up to pray has been extremely hard to do in the past few days. For some time now, I wake up in the mornings feeling more tired than I went to bed. And so although my eyes are open, it is a real struggle getting out of the bed. Initially, this morning, I was feeling bad about it. After a few minutes, I resolved to pray from my bed. I did that… and ended up sleeping at a point . It was better than nothing. That moment taught me that the perfect start is the one that happens from exactly where you are. There is a reason why God wants this relationship with us: aside from the fact that it is a love thing, God also knows that we truly and sincerely cannot make it in this life without Him. He Is not looking for a perfect daughter neither is He searching for a perfect son. He Is perfect and His perfection is enough for all of us. I remember those times when I would tell my spiritual father I was struggling to pray. He would say to me: Why don’t you ask the Lord to help you? Why d...

SHARING LIFE

Search This Blog