Daddy, where did the lioness go?

Daddy, where did the lioness go?

I was a fighter when I was young.

I never backed out of a fight.

I was competitive, Father.

Remember how I attacked the sports in junior high?

Remember how I always voiced out my opinions without fear?

I never cared what others thought of me.

I never minced words and I never cared what the repercussions of my utterance were.

But, Father, where did this lioness go?

Remember how I attacked life?

I never backed down.

I was a go-getter!

Daddy, where did the lioness go?

I want her back.

This softness, I do not like.

I have become relaxed... too relaxed, in my opinion.

Is this Your will?

Is this who You want me to be now?

If yes, then have Your way.

Just know that if it isn't, then please, bring her back.

...in greater fervour.

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