In
the ending of last year, 2016, I was faced with a choice to make.
I
was faced with the choice of seeking my happiness or the happiness of God, my
Father.
…at
that time, seeking my happiness felt like it was what was going to make Daddy
happy… simply because it made me happy.
I
felt that the joy of Daddy was in seeing me happy and so, I wanted to run with
my desire of personal happiness.
Then
there was the choice of seeking the happiness of Daddy.
I
knew the other option was and still is what Daddy wanted of me but at that
time, I felt I couldn’t take it. I felt like I was ‘done!!!’ and I couldn’t
hold on any longer.
…I
cried…
So,
I decided to pursue my happiness, believing that Daddy was in on it.
I
am very grateful to God that in my frustration, Holy Spirit led me to cry to
Him.
I
believe strongly that because I went to Him, to vent out my pain, He opened my
eyes to understand what I am about to share to you today.
Baby,
the greatest desire of Our Father is for you to be happy and at peace within
yourself.
He
loves to see you smile and His heart explodes when He hears your laughter.
He
will never seek His happiness at the detriment of your joy, baby.
Daddy
taught me that in seeking my own happiness, I have the tendency of focusing
only on me. It is selfish…very selfish…but that is not the point.
You
see, I do not know the full plan of Daddy and when and how He intends going
about them. In seeking my happiness, I do that, oblivious of His masterplan…and
that can be costly.
In
seeking the happiness of Daddy, He taught me that I am aligning myself to His
perfect will which is found within His masterplan. In choosing to seek the
happiness of my Father, I am availing myself as a channel wherein and through
which His perfect will is established…and this will conforms to His will for
this world. See this as me availing myself to be instrumental in His overall
plan for the Earth.
Baby,
in seeking Father’s happiness, it is beyond you and yet, it is still about you.
And
the truth is, that so long as Our Father is happy, nothing can beat the joy…the
unspeakable joy that will rest within our hearts.
I
am glad He brought me back to see things in perspective.
I
am glad that I know that His perfect will is beyond me yet, it is about me.
I
am glad that I know that in seeking His happiness, He swells with so much love
for me.
I
am glad for the Holy Spirit Who never stops leading me and all His set apart
ones.
“There
is a good way and there is the Excellent way.
The
good way is oftentimes our (man’s) way; the way of our good intentions.
The
excellent way is the way of the Spirit, carved out of the will of Our Father in
Heaven.”
-Marlene
(19/12/16)
I
pray for you today, that in all your ways, you will seek after that which
pleases Daddy…what makes Him happy. For therein, lies your happiness, baby.
God
bless you!
He
IS crazy about you!
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