Day nineteen: the unworthy you feel, the nearer you should go to Him.

I wasn't happy with an occurrence which took place last night.
It was so bad to the point where I couldn't sleep well in the night.

I went to the office today and I still felt short of God's Glory. I was in a bad state and I kept 'beating my chest' because I knew I had erred.

Guilt took the better part of me and a feeling of unworthiness started to creep in. In such instances, the first thought that such a feeling will bring to mind is that you don't deserve God's Grace or His love.

I know of people who after committing a wrong deed have run away and hidden themselves because they fear God's wrath. It is almost a sort of reflex action; the very moment we do wrong, the first thing we do is to hide in shame. This is not and this shouldn't be our norm as believers.

It is in times like these that we need to go nearer to Jesus. See, only Jesus can cleanse us and make us better humans.

By God's Grace, I prayed and I sought Daddy's help and I was blessed to receive godly advice when I needed it. This evening, I dare say that I am in a much better place than I was yesterday. To God be the Glory!

When Jesus came on earth, He came so that He might save us from sin. He came to prove to us the depth of Our Father's love for us and to renew our relationship with Him. He did not shun those who had negatively been labelled by the world.

Whenever you feel unworthy, that is when you need Jesus the more. We need to daily remind ourselves of what God's word says concerning us...lest we easily fall prey to the devices of satan.

God Is ever near to the broken-hearted.
A pure and contrite heart, Our Lord will not despise.
If we confess our sins, He Is Faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

We are safe so long as we trust the Safety our Father signifies.
He Is Our Security.

Let us trust His heart concerning us.

In Jesus's name,
Amen!

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