SHARING LIFE

Father, I will admit that all this while, I have been looking at You through the lens of other people. They are not bad people, but I know now that You want me to look at You as You Are and as You reveal Yourself to me. Now I say... "Father, no more do I wish to know You through other people. No more do I want to know You as he or she knows You. I want to know You for myself. I want to see You with my own eyes. and Lord I swear, that I will take everything You show me as TRUTH. I will take every word You speak to me as LIFE. I will guard every utterance You make to me with my life. I will hold on to it tightly and if ever I find myself in a place where I am called to deny all that You have told me, I will give my life in exchange of that denial" All I ask, Papa... " Come find me. Come find Your dwelling in me. Come Papa, Your Majesty, summon me to Your Throne Room. Send Your emissaries, Your Heavenly Angels to summon me to You. Your Majesty, please look with f...

I find myself in a place where I am challenged to let go of all that is familiar around me... for the sake of growth. There were people and groups that felt like 'home' to me and because of that, I had unconsciously ascribed them with the title of "A place where I live and breathe and move and have my being". It hasn't been easy but it has been liberating. Now, I know that I am going Home...my Father is Home. God, Is my Home and I am going back to Him. I am starting all over again. I am going back to address my past and to deal with the skeletons in my closet. I am facing the people I had shut out of my life. I am asking for forgiveness in the places I ought to. I am forgiving those who deserve my forgiveness. I was struggling with going back to the Word of God. Growth cannot come without His Word...and it was hard going back there. But, I did...by no effort of mine. I have learnt to forgive God...not because He did anything wrong to me but rather...